Cris Brodahl. Little Cloud, 2009


Cris BrodahlLittle Cloud, 2009

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Crested Goshawk, taken at Taipei City, TAIWAN by John&Fish


Crested Goshawk, taken at Taipei City, TAIWAN by John&Fish


this entire month is halloween don’t let anyone tell you otherwise 

i’m so tired of being sad.

since i joined the ib department of the school, i have felt much happier because i’m no longer lonely the same way as before.

but even then, sometimes like now when nothing distracts me, i just burst out in tears and i cannot stop crying.
it’s like tiptoeing on a rope. i always have to concentrate about balancing, because if i step one centimetre too far i fall down, and i keep falling down and down and down.
i wish i could do something productive, like getting a new job so i could earn some money for myself, but i have no energy to power my body. just the thought of searching for a new job makes me want to burst and drown in my own blood.
even just doing homework for twenty minutes drains me of the 10% energy i sometimes do have left, and it’s killing me.

and it is not something i choose; i don’t want to be depressed, and i really want to just function like a normal human being.
but i don’t, and society doesn’t care about you when you don’t. either you’re in, or you’re out.

but i’m trying my hardest to stay in, because i fear that if i’m out, i’m out for good. and i do not want to be.


the worst thing about online friendships is no hugs

man i wanna hug the frick outta some of you

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so i was just looking around the internet, doing stuff and being on youtube, when i suddenly stumbled on this. (edit: found a post with the video where you don’t have to confirm your age)

this was my facial expression throughout the entire video:


i don’t have the energy to rant about this video right now, and frankly, i don’t even know where i should start, because this was so many levels of wrong

tagged → #sexist shite #personal
"I don’t know what’s the matter with me, why I’m so adept at distance, why I feel so remote from things, why life feels like a rumor."
— David Shields, How Literature Saved My Life (via larmoyante)
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i bet people dont understand that im joking 800% of the time

"I look at you, and I just love you, and it terrifies me. It terrifies me what I would do for you."
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i deal with my personal problems the same way i study for tests

i don’t

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Marilena Mexi

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